Everything just past by, my convocation, my birthday, and everything neither big or small thing just past by in my life. The new year will coming out soon, but the Awal Muharam just past by...
Nothing change in my life lately, the statistic of life's graph show the slope just become worst. The pressure and happiness just drop into the critical zone. I almost forgot how to make a genuine smile. Everything i do, just another mistake for me. Did you believe in Allah words?Does he never lie? I heard something that when a man reach out the age of 25year old. That will be happier age and the richest year for him. What about me? I don't see any good of them will come out and met me. I feel depress, lost, empty, lonely and convict to myself. What a perfect world can i contribute when every single step i make just another mistake of my life.
Now, I do less talking and every single word that i said, it just meanness word to be heard. Some peoples said let it be and just let it be. But it eat from inside. How can you deal with it? Tell me the way. I just need a break from my life. I need a path to follow because I'm already lost. I need that spirit once again and I need something that call a LIFE.
Nothing change in my life lately, the statistic of life's graph show the slope just become worst. The pressure and happiness just drop into the critical zone. I almost forgot how to make a genuine smile. Everything i do, just another mistake for me. Did you believe in Allah words?Does he never lie? I heard something that when a man reach out the age of 25year old. That will be happier age and the richest year for him. What about me? I don't see any good of them will come out and met me. I feel depress, lost, empty, lonely and convict to myself. What a perfect world can i contribute when every single step i make just another mistake of my life.
Now, I do less talking and every single word that i said, it just meanness word to be heard. Some peoples said let it be and just let it be. But it eat from inside. How can you deal with it? Tell me the way. I just need a break from my life. I need a path to follow because I'm already lost. I need that spirit once again and I need something that call a LIFE.
